Forgive me ♥

You know, sometimes I ever wonder what and why am I study for?
Knowledge? Future? or simply because its a normal procedure of a human.
Technology keeps improving, we keep chasing for higher grade.
and now, a degree seems so normal, so people would have go for a master.
and few years later, master is not valuable anymore.
Hey, we study further for higher pay, at the same time we use more money and time.
Do you ever count that how many years we need to work to return the money which our parents have used for the period?
Does it worth for it?

How is the standard pay for a degree holder? 2 or 3k perhaps?
If we count like this, it sounds so waste right.
We use more than RM70k++ for the courses, RM20k++ for the accommodation, RM30++ for the minimum daily usage for 4 years.
So sum up we have to pay more than ~~RM120k~~ first before we get a job with the pay of 3k.
The most funny thing is, I have been told by all the lecturers that better get a master for a better future.
Once in a while I will think that, Its so unworthy, doesn't it?

most of the People think that study is the only pathway to achieve our dreams.
I doubt that, really.
There are people who are able to get a 3k pay without higher qualification.
business will do. I have tried once to earn 1k by working at home through online.
It actually works and I enjoy that moment of course.
You will feel like "awwww, its so easy."
If you got the brain, you can find out your own way to earn money.
I'm not, It just too late for me to discover this.

Of course, I study for money and for what my family wants me to.
I want to get a high pay and so I have to be the extreme.
for what? there are tons of people in IT field.
for what I choose this field then?
Perhaps, its the only course I am interested in.
~~Biology? NO! Designing? CAN'T BE! Public relation? ABSOLUTELY NO WAY FOR ME! Education is not my style.~~
So what else? Its IT! Well,
I got a lot of thinking and I don't know how to type it out here.
Yes, I got trouble with my english.
I know, I shouldn't be so negative.
But the reality of this world made me.
No one can really explain why.
I know it is ridiculous to have this, can anyone lead me out of this?
Arghhh, I'm stuck with those stupid thoughts.

Boy , I Miss You <3
7:10 PM

Guess Who is in the picture above?

Its Avril Lavigne.

I took it from google.

Oh gosh...

BADBOY ! you shouldn't tell me this.....

Ohnooooo...

really can't believe it.

Make up is a very powerful magic

-______________-

but I still love her songs, all of hers

Just don't think about the semblance

she knows guitar, piano, drums

she is versatile, enough

Boy , I Miss You <3
12:35 AM

20 March 2010

Heading to ICSJ early 1.15pm - - - - Reached at 2.09pm
and wait for my sis until 2.30pm++
quite near hor.. Dont need over 1 hour to go my sis house.
Actually I am just go for fun because most of all new intians are going back home on weekend.
So, I just Follow the trend ~ Orz
Bought a dress and a top for only RM40 before going back home. worth it ^^

-____-
While my sister dressed up so formal to capture with contact lens, my phone suddenly rang and got a call!!!
she keep curi curi capture me while im busy chatting - - ish

She was wearing Super Angel Blue while I was wearing Super Nudy Grey.

Daijie said Super nudy grey is like "CAT EYE" very ugly..
Oh nononono, I dont think so !!
It is awesome in far distance. seeeeeeee..

21 March 2010

Went Neway for 3 hours, Quite happy moment with sis..
recorded few videos.. but it saved in her camera..
nothing special about today.
=(

22 March 2010

Uhhemmmm, Woke up too early today...
I should sleep until 11am..
First lab class is skipped.
Someone told us lab class will only doing on the next week because we don't know the theory or blablabla yet..
English Class was just simple, asking us to get a copy of the grammar handbook.
basic tenses, I just confused about future perfect ..
hmm...
skip it__________
4pm class also canceled today!!
PITY guys who had been waiting for few hours.
making friends is nice..
I may be very friendly and nice to talk,
but i may be very quiet while you don't know me >_<

CONCLUSION FOR TODAY

Stop Teasing me with RICOH and PHONE CHATTING pls

>___<

Boy , I Miss You <3
12:01 AM

2 Days more

I will be leaving Temerloh liaw

I dont have any special feeling

no sadness happiness or whatever

idk why, these days

I just wondering about who will going to send me there

Not yet done the packing actually

Brought lots of long pants normal T Dress and some clothes i like

Last week, I bought Skinz toner and cleansing method

cheap cheap RM1x but i think its nice =)

Johnson baby's shampoo and body shampoo

toothpaste and new toothbrush too

oh ya have to bring a TONG for the clothes and sam gua

my room are extremely messy now x.x

I will clean it after all are done

trust me ^^

Always, I wonder will something scary happen in hostel

I am scared = = YOUUUUUU

DONT TRY TO TOUCH ME ! I RATHER YOU SEE ME WITHOUT TELLING ME T___T

haihz, hope everything will be fine

Inti-UC here i go

Duuuuuuuuuuuuuut

11.03.2010

SPM result released

we had our breakfast early in the morning

I feel, we're getting closer and closer

hope we can keep in touch friend !!

Try to manage a gathering every year ><

Congratz to all of you

You all are doing great

me? What i can say is only all Credit

actually Im a bit surprise that my malay and History can get credit also

no, i dont regret that i didnt study at all

because I dont think spm is that important for me

OHYA!!! I can proudly telling everyone my attendance in the whole year 2009

~~106 over 197~~

-______-

damn geng, almost half of the year tiim

I can't stop to praise myself

kill me please

Another thing was my friend came to Temerloh that day too

OMFG drive for one and half hour here to eat lunch with me

I never think before there will be another friend came to Temerloh liaw

really shocked >____<

Thank You anyway

Hope the fried rice was actually not poisoned @@

wahahaha suddenly remind me about that day at Sg Wang,

What my reaction .. Scared you le sorry zhui xD

I heard that Island Red cafe are actually a Cheating Group all over the Malaysia

Lots have been said about Island Red Cafe scam and my view as an investor, it is true. When I start joined, they promise tons of things like free food coupon each month, updated menus and simple to do business. I agreed and invested almost RM 6000 in the business but then I understood the quality of food is badly and worst of all they don't give concern because the management says people will still come because they are member and not the food! Can you believe that?
So it is right that Island red cafe is a scam as it is a money game. When they are no longer members joining, and the food is lousy, how is the business going to maintain and pay the investors. I also understand that the management always switches and tons of people and top investors have quit the business because it is getting downhill.
Yes Island red cafe appears to be spreading more and more because like I stated before, it is a money game, as long as there are investors putting in their money, the scam can go on. They need about RM 300,000 to start a business and a group of investors will pool their money. To me the restaurant deco and settings are not more than 100k! What about the RM 200,000? Put into other investments that we do not know off?
As a former investor, please be aware of Island Red Cafe Scam, better invest your money in a real business rather than a money scheme. I have nothing against MLM but this is truly silly. Ask yourself, if today I give you RM100 to spend on food, will you pick out Island red cafe or you will select other restaurants that have greater quality food?

Boy , I Miss You <3
4:15 PM

Tomorrow will be heading to Pavillion for a movie.
and then go home by bus again =(
I am a general Metrobus customer now.
When I'll be at KL next time?
30th of Jan or 29th of Jan .
whhhhhhhy?
I am going to INTI Subang campus for the Info Day~
and,

I am so so so so so happy when I discovered that there's 10 customers were viewing my shop http://fruties-fashion.blogspot.com at the same time ytd.
I promoted a lotttttttttttttttttttt and my shop is being well-known day by day.
Hope that more and more customer bong chan me and better reputation~~~~~~~~~

Thankiu =)

Last Saturday, I went for an undang class from 7am - 4pm.
I slept about 3 or 4 hours or more~
TOTALLY LIKE A PIGGG.. XD
sorry, because I'm just too tired .
Tired of "renovating" my blogshop, chatting late with mom, waiting for my dai jie, and also doing decision on my study.

INTI? or KDU? engineering form? or IT?

INTI community award. It attracted me. Yes, I am going to INTI Nilai. see you there!

Boy , I Miss You <3
8:09 PM

long time never update my blog

I am busying about my shop now..

last week, after I back from KL

I just sit in front of the computer for a whole day

sure my brother will mad on me

Then, I gonna find something to do at home.

Honestly, I dont like to do housework like clean my garden.

you know? So damn lots of leaves after the whole day raining and wind blowing

but however, sweep floor and hanging clothes are still ok for me =)

Hence, I found a wholesaler after that,

I used a whole SUNDAY to build up my website, set a name for my online shop, clothing pictures and write the introduction , information , my contact , my rules of all, the way to order.

I wonder why there's lots of ppl asking me where to find the clothing gallery?

I had posted lots of linkies already, why don't read first? I write it very hard yerr..

Finally, my shop Fruties Online Fashion is OPENED on Monday.

Yes, actually my fashion shop is quite limited.

only for teenagers and quite not suitable for those who are 26++ ladies.

but there's still have some that suit them actually.

this

this also

this is a formal cloth, suit the OL ladies too =)

and this !! mature =)

Yesterday, I had added some other ladies stuff

我的美麗日記面膜 My price is damn feasible and reasonable compare with GUARDIAN

I heard my sis said her colleague found the cheaper one.

so I ask where she bought?

my sis answered " Pasar Malam loh~ RM10 for 10pcs "

Once I heard, my eye open until gonna drop out @.@

feels pity that she used the counterfeit.

I show my sis how to determine the counterfeit with the real one.

Hope you all don't selfish for your own face oo..

It will spoil your face, no way to regret lo ^^

Boy , I Miss You <3
1:07 AM

yep its me.

Just back from KL again

24th of December

I worked at GM Klang which is opposite to Jusco

there's a mobile fair while CIB is promoting two new games

M.A.T and ROW

= = I worked for nothing loh~

no salary for pumping the balloon

OMG this is so cute >_<

I took the biggest one teeehee

thanks ya ^.^

you know those kids keep coming for more and more and MORE balloon

got a pair of 12 yrs old twins is taller and may look taller and older than me

- - veryyyy 自卑

watashiwa Tony Tony Chopper des !!

very ugly i know =X the pose

hahahahaa.. get used to it

Justin = = you are so man !!

however.

after that~ count down~ celebrate~

bla bla bla.. such a tired day huh

the next day,

I still back to the same place and wait for Joezy to send me home =X

noon, after they set up those computer and stuff

we watched Jay Chou's movie

His appearance in this movie not very nice

>_< i don't like hmm

great desert with beauty

but overall the storyline not very nice compare to his past movie

不能說的秘密

hmm

In the evening, I mad on him = =

I scared I will be late home and this

would get scold by my sister - -

yam yeng ~ he's blacklisted, i told him XD

how pity ? Last time I went home late after the tournament.

actually not his fault, who knows

I also don't know they will go yumcha afterward.

somemore I can't ask them to do that.

Just because of me? and spoil 15+ friends' plan?

erm.. I think I shouldn't be like that.

but no next time.

I guess

after that, I reached home early but no one is there to open the door for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>_< dai jie went for wedding dinner and my yi jie went to the JUSCO.

darn . I could meet her up there if she see my sms~

luckily he didn't leave so fast.

thanks a lot lahh hehe

ehm I saw a toy of LUFFY which is same as mine at IOI mall

LOL I feel like want to know the price but so far~

I didn't ask for it~ no nono..

better don't know or else I would guilty

>_<

ONEPIECE comic whole set is about RM 300++

It goes into my wishlist now.

I wanna collect it when I could earn money

and sure a new room

I don't want a messy room afterwards .

perhaps= =

Saturday

yi jie, Clarance and me went out for movie and also

went to SEGi College and INTI College in subang

I'm interested in web designing and programming.

IT or computer science ?

there's no course available in SEGi Subang campus

too bad =X now only i noticed that the cost fee is very expensive oh compare to U

but I don't feel that I can handle form 6 as well

no idea, lots of my friends said it is hard

they scared me =*(

a very serious thing

I am NOT ABLE TO TALK ENGLISH

not fluent in English conversation

yet my brain is stunned and stucked

I think I should went for an english tuition for few months or a few weeks next year

I am stammer and... idk - -

I feel shame when others asking about my forecast result

I DIDNT STUDY AT ALL

so how is my SPM?

no idea . perhaps all maybe pass

I am not stupid

yea but I am lazy

I really must change it If I want a better life

my memorising system is worst

I can forget things just in a minute

>_<

okay, skip it first.

In the same day,

Sherlock Holmes

a detective movie,

It is quite nice, I like his intelligence

how he solve the case and think

the puppy quite pity too =X

you may watch it too ^.^

Is this cloth nice? actually I like it very much

its very tight and I like the drapery

darn regret . haha

anyway

I saved the money too.

besides I went to other college too.

Taylor's & Sunway Col .

the final choice for me, I think Sunway is better.

hmm.. Shyan~ soon we can meet up again ^^

can't wait for that day..

oh ya.

LOO WEI NAM !!

I wrote you in my blog ya

=P wait to let me piak

no matter you are a chef or not.

hahas

Boy , I Miss You <3
2:39 AM